This beautiful reckless heart.

Random

Had a long talk with blue and christina.

This summer I’m letting loose and enjoying life. I’ve held back too much. I want to experience so many new things, travel new places and make new friends. I even want to possibly fall for someone! I actually want to live. I feel so bottled up sometimes and it can be pretty scary.

Summer ‘12, Bring it :l

Catching up

I haven’t checked this in a long time. Going to reblog a bit and post a few poems I’ve written the past few weeks.

Life is pretty hectic at the moment.

I wish I could understand. I really do.

There’s a lot of decision making within the next few days. I’m scared things will change, but I’m really hoping for the best.

Family is great I suppose.. just a lot of fucked up shit behind the curtain. Especially with the recent death. Could have fooled me. Never thought I’d see the day.

Relationships? What is that? Lol I have absolutely no one to turn to or really put my time into. Haven’t met one decent guy yet. Not that I’m looking but you’d think there might be at least ONE person I could talk to. Ha. My love life is a joke.

Friends are as good as it gets. Trusting only a palm full.

Well that’s my life at the moment. Boring, I know.

Bye slores.

Silence

Is it here that you can listen to the wind against the trees,

listen to the summer grass singing;

Listen to the moon as it climbs the sky,

listen to the pebbles humming;

Listen to the mist in the trembling leaves,

And the SILENCE calling.